Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Oral Fixation

So I've figured it out, I think. Since I have this flute recital next Friday, I am, naturally, stressed about practicing, my lessons, and preparing to rehearse with my accompanist. So I find myself orally fixated a lot.

Instead of practicing more, like I should be doing... I've been stuffing myself full of food. It happened today again. I started to binge, stopped myself and went to go practice- as an experiment to see if I was right. And, of course, I didn't want to eat anymore after I practiced.

Moral of the story? Practice. Practice. Stop eating, you fucktard.

Life win!

1 comment:

les jeune fille à les oiseaux said...

You play the flute!? I always, always wanted to learn. I think it is absolutely magickal!