Ehh

I'm 157 and kind of proud I haven't gained a ton of weight. I can feel like I'm about to lose a lot more because of how stressed I am. I don't know how we're going to pay for D.'s tuition, so I've thoroughly convinced myself that if I eat less it will save money.

Lately, most days I want to crawl in a hole. I don't like my job anymore and the ends just aren't meeting. The only light in my day is my sweet D. who works just as hard as I do.

I applied for a flight attendant job. Sed good vibes my way.

Xoxo,
b.